When I Grow Up

I really don’t know what’s going on. I’m clueless and I have no where I can hide myself.

Sometimes I really wonder if this is the right choice for me. Why am I making myself suffer so much? It only occurred just yesterday and how I wish there was a time machine to change the story. It wouldn’t have to turn out like that.

You changed so much in less than a day and I couldn’t seem to find you. Looking at you, it seems like I don’t recognize you anymore. Is this the real you? Oh god please send me some answers or clues or signals or anything or at least something.

I didnt wish for any of this.